Hi!!! Sorry for not updating my blog few weeks ago, I don't know why i couldn't enter my account *forgot the password* ^_^;;;, i'm not really busy but i guess i am, PMR is nearing and my heart is beating hardly.

First of all, i would like to ask anybody that has this kind of stuff in their life, *you were told to do things that you hate, your parents are always forcing you, you don't get what you wanted where as your bro and sis got it, you felt left behind when talking about something that most of your friends have*, if you do....please tell me what you do when you have those kinds of stuff because i also had it and it kept me feel 'tention gile', PMR is nearing and this is the things that makes me tention, to tell you the truth....i'm not happy living with my family, trust me if you live here like me, you'll feel like 'abandoned'. i want to get 8A's in PMR but does that confirm me that i'll get what i want in the future.does it?? *asking myself*

Ok, lets change another topic, just a few minutes ago, i've been chating with this girl pen-pal of mine, then both of us decides to have audio conversations. i don't know what really happened but it seems that  when i talk she could hear me, and when i talk she couldn't hear me. i've been waiting for ages for this to happened and this what i get. while i was talking to her she says my voice is 'pretty' and she laugh and i know she meant something else, i've got a feeling that shes laughs an EVIL laugh like 'hahhahhahhahhaha' and breath hardly and then said 'oink oink, your voice is pretty,oink oink,  *i hope she didn't read this* in case if you read this, please pretend you don't. ^_^.

Oooh!!!! I can't wait for tomorrow, i'm going to watch SpiderMan 2 in TGV,KLCC. going to KLCC needs a lot of money, i'm gonna make sure me had a good time tomorrow. maybe i'll go to kinokuniya and buy some japanese stuff::::::at last::::::i'm gonna buy lots and lots of stuff there. anybody wants to book anything. anime manga, maybe i'll buy some CS.

I still don't have a cellphone because before this i don't like any of the cellphones available because it's not cool, my friends had it and some of my friends even have two, one of my friend mazuo-chan is offering me a cellphone to borrow but i refuse cause it's not my type. my mom wants to buy a 'line' for me, Maxis, but........i really hate Maxis!! i like Celcom cause i can make calls to japan easily and that will allow me to contact my pen-pal.

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i didn't think of buying anime vcd's before this but when i read that chihori-chan wants to buy Fullmetal Alchemist, i wanna but too!! ^^;;;; i'll also buy Chobits full version, only worth RM 125, full set and the cheapers price around after discounts and original too!!! Kinokuniya!!!!! i'm coming!!! *running as in dreams*  i'm gonna buy anime movies::::if i could find one,never bought one before::::: with my friends help, watching anime in ASTRO is getting boring cause i want to watch new anime's. my friends download lots of anime from the internet, he copies it to cd's that he bought and sells it, what a clever bussiness-boy, i hope you people understand that is how low grade pirated cd's are sold in the market.

I've been thinkin' wether i am prepared to receive another subjects next year because i'm not really tensaii!!! my brain is always in the slow motion mode.but what know is i've got to be series for physics, maths, science, english and add-maths next year as it is important to me, those are the subjects that i need to enter MFA (malaysian flying academy). it's a lot easier if you have inside source, what i mean is people that you know works as a pilot. they could recommend you!!! (@__@)) i'm lucky to have a friend working as a pilot. Oooh~~ how lucky i am...thank goodness!!! after that i'm gonna go to japan and be a citizen there.

Oooh...yes. last weeks friday was my report cards day, i wasn't there because selected students have to go to UIAM as a good preparations for PMR. i don't know what my teacher told my mom but my mom change attitude when i get back home. she was nicefor a few days and after that like normal, telling people what to do. my mom told me this "your nice and kind-hearted class teacher told me you are addicted to japanese and always comunicate with the exchange students, how nice of you to be nice to that japanese student" i don't wether she was angry or happy or sad?? i don't know at all..

ok...i guess i spend a lot of time already, i need to go to sleep ne?? before that, a little romantic touch for all of you out there from Ayashi no Ceres, oyasumi nasai.................^^;;;